Just a short update, iv been working at the local Saturn Dealership 4 almost 5 months. Im enjoying it and im saving up 4 a laptop and then buying a motorhome.

 

Sweeeeet

Well... I moved to Leroy SK as of March 10th been working.. got let go as of April 21st hopefully back to work in humboldt..

 

I'v had many small adventures :) but not alot to do here either.. Watching movies. working out and just relaxing :)

 

Today's been interesting to say the less. Looked at living in a shelter.. ( Not the best idea ) Called the SPCA they will hold my dog for 30 days at no charge.. or more if needed. Got a meeting in 2.5 hours looking at the dorm style apartments Which im hoping is nicer then the shelter Smile I think i got to put the dog down.. he's been sick.. his back legs are given him pain.. and well if i move into the apartments.. I can't have him.. So i think im just going to swallow my pride. put him down.. so he can run around in doggy heaven.. or whereever he runs around.. The hard part.. he's very loyal to me.. So maybe i'll just put him at the SPCA so they'll take care of him for 30 days.. that would give me money to get myself better.. Or maybe it's time to just take care of myself.. Because if i move into the apartments.. I can get th net. and save up for a cavy... I just got to find out whats more important.. Reliable Car.. or keep my sick dog.. I know that answer.. it's just hard to do whats right.. I just got back from the docs.. Im on anti-depressents (spelling) To take the edge off of my mind.. I also am grieving for the loss of my mother and all sorts of other stress.. Tomorrow.. Im going to the Canadain Building to again.. apply for UI to see if that helps. and maybe take a visit to social services to get put on assistance.. Suggests and offer for advice are welcome.. So if i put the dog down.. I might be able to live with another friend.

Yeah well im sick and tired of trying.. I knew this was going to happen... Today my friends dad informed me I got to go.. He's got his sister and her family coming to visit.. and they need the space.. So im no longer able to stay here... So that means I once again for to loss something.. I got to most likely put my dog down.. and moving into a dorm style apartment.. So i can just survive... But i dont want too.. I dont want to put my dog down... I hate life right now.. Im very angrey.. very hurt/upset... Like.. God everytime i take a step.. someone/something pulls the rug from under my feet... Im going to my doctor tomorrow.. Maybe he'lll put me in the hospital.. Maybe i'll have this mental breakdown.. Because i'v been having headachs and everything all the time for the last 3 weeks... Helll.. death looks welcoming right now... Sorry for the vent..

Yeah.. new job. start the training today.. 4:30pm - 10:30pm Mon-Fri.. Then my normal work period is from 10:30am-9pm Fri-Monday.. So i'm looking for anjother job from Tues, Wed, and Thurs.. I might go back to work for my last employer.. As i like the work.. So if i do.. i estimate i'll make just alittle over 750 / 2 weeks. New job details: Account Representative/Collectors Duties and Responsibilities: Essential functions include: Collect delinquent accounts based on an assigned monthly budget in accordance with GC Services and Client policies as well as all specified FDCPA, state and city laws. Document all collections activity concisely and accurately on the Client system. Correct deficiencies and oversights during quality assurance reviews as outlined by the Unit Manager, Assistant Manager and/or Manager. Additional Requirements: Only 50 Full Time Positions Remaining 5 Schedules Available: 6am-2pm - Sunday thru Thursday or Tuesday thru Saturday 2pm-10pm - Sunday thru Thursday or Tuesday thru Saturday - Friday thru Monday - Full time and part time opportunities available Full time - may be up to 40 hours per week and Part time approximately 20 hours per week.

Why is it.. that girls just can't be honest?? they got to say things,, but then dont do it.. then they tell you they'll call you and they dont.. Then you get a message from a "friend" of their and so u call to check out what was said.. it's not true????

 

Like come on.. No wonder some of us guys dont want to date girls..

 

Hell i'v met someone today.. thats honest. doesn't do drugs, doesn't drunk and isn't a slut.. It's hard to believe i found someone like that.. and her name is Ash

Well it's the new year.... Anyone excited?? I kinda am.. About to try to start a new life..

 

Get into my own house.. Nothing fancey,

Told a girl off who was leading me on.. So im feeling damn good now.

And maybe in the new year.. Some girl will find me :)